I am coming back to this blog after a very long hiatus.
I actually started this blog so that I can be myself and I have forgotten about it completely.
I have probably forgotten to be myself.
Another year gone by, another year full of expectations that I had from myself,which I failed o fulfill. I fulfilled some which I am conveniently ignoring , so that I can blame myself and wallow in misery. Yes, I can be a little sadistic sometimes.
Nowadays I read continuously. I probably read to run away from thoughts and questions in my mind. I read to hide from myself. I also read so that I don't have to write anymore, which may reveal myself to me.
I have finally bought a kindle and I carry it with me everywhere.It serves as a charm against unpleasant thoughts and a refuge in a busy day. I use it as a replacement to connecting with people too.
Yes, I know - I can write all these things because this blog does not have any readers and I hope to keep it that way !
I actually started this blog so that I can be myself and I have forgotten about it completely.
I have probably forgotten to be myself.
Another year gone by, another year full of expectations that I had from myself,which I failed o fulfill. I fulfilled some which I am conveniently ignoring , so that I can blame myself and wallow in misery. Yes, I can be a little sadistic sometimes.
Nowadays I read continuously. I probably read to run away from thoughts and questions in my mind. I read to hide from myself. I also read so that I don't have to write anymore, which may reveal myself to me.
I have finally bought a kindle and I carry it with me everywhere.It serves as a charm against unpleasant thoughts and a refuge in a busy day. I use it as a replacement to connecting with people too.
Yes, I know - I can write all these things because this blog does not have any readers and I hope to keep it that way !
